The Sick Reality

Have you ever felt like you wanted to re-do something in the past?
Well I do.
And I want it badly.

At first, it was okay for me. I took it lightly.
I just let him slip away.
And he was out of mylife.
Doubts filled my mind but I was able to forget him.

Not until last month.
April 17, 2008.
It was a usual boring day for me.
I was infront of the monitor chatting with some old friends in YM.
An IM buzzed.
I opened it.
It had his name on it.

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HIM: BUZZ!
ME: Hey.
HIM: Musta kna
ME: I'm fine. Kaw?
HIM: Ok din. Can I have ur frendster?
ME: Huh?

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I thought he knew it was me.
Then it struck me.
If he knew, hindi xa magbu-buzz in the first place.
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ME: You know me.
HIM: Ur name's nt rgstered hir
HIM: Sorry
HIM: Wats ur name in frendster?
ME:
ME: You dnt wana know.
HIM: Pls
ME: *sighes* It's Yam.

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He answered after a couple of minutes.
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HIM: Yam?
HIM: Sa RTR ka nag-sku-skul
ME: Yea.
ME: It's me.
HIM: I see
HIM: Ok

Him signed out.

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Whoa. Okay thank you for that.
And I was beggining to forget him.
This isn't the only time na nagkachat kami anonymously.
I don't know if fate is playing on us or is it just me.

And now as I grasp unto my cellphone, I found out his number was still there.
Nakalimutan kuh atang i-erase.
I remembered his last words were.
"I want to forget you. You don't know kung how much pain you've caused. Goodbye Yam."

Was I cruel to him?
Did I do something really bad enoguh for him to leave me?
I wish destiny could just stop bringing us together.

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HIM
0928*******

DELETE NUMBER?
-- YES.

DELETE HIM?
-- CANCEL
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Grr. I'm so confused.
Yam.

Why B*tches Exist

Females are the highest possibilities if this kind of culprit.
Although she couldn't be spotted immediately.
She can be anyone, anywhere.

For all you know, she can be in the identity of that girl in the bus who sits across you.
Or that seatmate of yours.
And even, your own trusted friend.

The common thing she does is to bring you down.
To make your life miserable.
And to be pessimistic of yourself without suspicion.
She gives you advices you don't need.
She makes you know she is far more richer, pretty, and hell famous than you are.
Everything is about HER.

One day you get a Chad Murray clone for a boyfirend and she tells you to keep away from the guy and digs all the lies about him so that the two of you would eventually break uo.
That makes her so-called mission succesful.

Jealousy. That's the thing she always carries.
The green-eyed monster wants to take everything you have that she doesn't.
Her attention is always locked on YOU.

But the thing is, the only loser who will come out in this little game of hers, is HER.
And pity is the thing you could give.
Go on play with her.
She ruins your life, yet in the end, the heroine could just stand upon all that and smiles.
And all you can say is, "For you who talk about me, and trying to pull me down, thanks for making me the center of your world." x))

Yam. ♥

Bokura Ga Ita

Alternative title:

We Were There

僕等がいた (Japanese)

Genres: comedy, drama, romance, slice of life

Age rating: Teenagers

Plot Summary: Nanami Takahashi, a 15 year old high school student, falls in love with and begins dating the most popular guy in school, Yano Motoharu. However, their relationship is not easily maintainable. Yano's past, as well as the complex emotions they bring up, make it difficult to be completely honest about how he feels. Caught in the middle are Yuri Yamamoto, the younger sister of Yano's now dead ex-girlfriend, and Takeuchi Masafumi, Yano's best friend. Yuri's past with Yano goes deeper than one might suspect and her feelings run deeper than she portrays in public. Takeuchi cherishes Yano's friendship, but at the same time, he may lose it for someone dear to him. Nanami must search deep inside herself and find her true feelings for Yano while being able to trust and accept Yano's feelings for her as well, deciding if Yano is indeed the one for her or if someone else can provide better solace. Along the way Nanami will get tips from her love infatuated friends, Mizu and Taka. ~Antoine B.

Running time: 26 minutes

Number of episodes: 26

Taken from: Anime News Network

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Kuya Mhiko recommended it to me.
If you want an anime that is funny with a mixture of drama & romance then this is perfect for you. The first episode was interesting, the story and characters got my attention.
I still haven't finished watching the whole 26 episodes. But I guarantee you, it's a thumbs up.
Fall in love with Nanami Takahashi and Yano Motoharu. =))

♥Yammcy♥

EPILOGUE

A year had passed. I was standing before my mother’s grave.

Hi mom. It’s been a while since I last came here. I was too busy understanding life’s puzzle for me. And here I am I came out as a survivor. So many things happened, mom. At first I felt lonely when you left me, but I realized, so much people cared for me. Mom, do you remember when you said you wanted to see me smiling with that pink dress Dad gave me? Well, here I am. I didn’t think I would like this color again, but I really wanted to show this to you.

Harris then tapped me at the back.

Sorry, Cassie, time to go.
Five minutes.
Okay, I’ll wait for you in the car.

…

That was Harris mom, my boyfriend. He was the son of my step mom’s friend. Oh, I almost forgot, my step mom, Ingrid, and Dad will be married today. And if I don’t get in the car right now, I would be late for the wedding. See you again Mom. I love you. And I miss you so much.

When I got back in the car, Harris gave me a bouquet of white roses.

Happy anniversary, Cassie.
Happy anniversary too, Harris. I love roses. Reminds me of my mom.
Really? Then I’ll give you roses everyday.
Thank you. C’mon, the wedding will start on a couple of minutes.

On our way to church…

It hasn’t even started.
Hey, is that Galvin?
It is him! Hey, buddy!
Galvin, over here!

He still hasn’t changed. He was still wearing black and riding his skateboard.

Whoa, you two getting married already?
Freak. It’s my fathers’. Where have you been? How come I don’t see you at school anymore?
I transferred. Long story.
Gang fight?
Haha. You know me all too well ol’ chum.
Where are you going anyway? You seem to be in a hurry.
I’m trying to catch this new girl on board. Oh, there she is. Hey, skate girl!

I turned to the direction he pointed at. There I saw a girl on skateboard, wearing a black hoodie, a camouflage racer back, white pleated skirt that rested just above her knees and black chucks. She then skated away.

Hey, wait! Gotta go guys. See you around! And Cassie, you look great in a dress. (chuckles) Bye!

He then left to follow his new love interest.

Hmm, good luck to him. (smiles)
That girl kind of reminds me of someone I know…

Harris then looked at me. I punched him playfully. Then, we heard the sudden ring of the church bells.

Oh no! The wedding!

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After twenty-five chapters, natapos na din. Hehe.
Thanks for reading.
Whad’ya think? Share what you have in mind. =D
Till here, me loves you. ♥

Yammcy.

Chapter 25: I will Never Let You Fall

You’ve healed so fast, Cassie. You’ll be back home today.
I’ll prepare small feast for us later on, okay?
Thanks mom. Thanks dad. I love you guys.
And we love you too, sweetie.
C’mon. Let’s get all this stuff on the car.

Much to my amazement, Harris appeared.

I’ll drive her home.
You would?
He would, hunny. Now come on, let’s leave this two alone.

Mom and Dad left. I wasn’t planning to talk to him so I went to the door and turned the knob. I turned it again. What? The door was locked! I pounded my fist on the door.

Hey, someone, help us! We’re locked in!
No one would hear you. This is the top floor.
Oh great. Just great.
Tell me, Cassie, are you mad at me?
Why would I be mad at you, huh?
Can we please talk? Can you hear me out?

I sat on the floor. He did the same. We were facing each other. He was looking at me intently. I couldn’t bear his gaze so I looked away.

You are mad.
It’s my fault. I fell in love with you. That was the greatest mistake I had ever done, okay. You happy?
Yes. Because I felt the same way towards you.
What?
I liked you when I first saw you in bed with me. How cute your face was when you were furious. Every time you do something foolish, it would also hurt me. When you ran away, I was worried. The moments I spend with you was my happiest. And everyday, I fell more and more in love with you.
But the girl on the picture… on your room…
So, I guess you finally met my twin sister?
Twin sister?

So I guessed that’s why the hazel yes and the angelic smile looked familiar.

Yup. She arrived yesterday from Korea to come and take me with her. But I refused to go with her. Because I didn’t want to leave you, Cassidy.

I love the girl, whom I met the minute I woke up in my new home, the girl who always argued with me, the girl who ate like a pig, who loves to skate and the girl I would always protect. And whom I was married and kissed with…
So, you were that guy on the booth!
Finally. You looked innocent back then. I’m not yet finished, I love the girl ---
Stop. I get it, okay? You’re getting corny too. (chuckles) you gave me so many reasons while I only have one.
Just one? What was it?
I loved the guy whom I spend my 18^th birthday with.
Your 18^th birthday?
Yup. Remember the sweet shop? It was really my birthday.
Why didn’t you tell me, huh?
I told you, you didn’t believe me, so I made it as a joke.
Why you--!
(laughs) Anyway, have you seen Galvin?
We talked about it. It’s not good for you hanging out with him, okay?
Why?
Galvin was my buddy on high school. He was a part of a fraternity. He always gets himself into trouble. And I don’t want you to be part of it.

So that’s why he said, “This was the first fight I came out as a loser…” And the reason he disappears to class like that.

Harris edged closer and imprisoned me in his arms.

I would never let you go again, Cassie.
Hmm, so you’re from Korea, right?
Yup.
How do you say, I love you, in Korea?
Saranghae.
(smiles) I love you too.