Autograph please!

ALL ABOUT ME:

Hi I'm: Katherine May Millena Sumapid
At home, I'm called: Kathy, Kat
My friends pet name for me is: Kathy, Kat2x
I am the third child in the family.
My zodiac sign is: Gemini the twins
I was born on: 21st of May, 1991
Likes: Family, Friends, GOD, music, food, books
Dislikes: thunder and lightning, backbiters

GET TO KNOW MY FAVES:
Author: John Saul, R.L. Stine, Carolyn Keene, Francine Pascal
Activity: reading, watching TV., sound trip, surfing the net, chatting
Color: green, pink, lavender
Get happy move: Smile!^_^
Outfit: just something simple and comfortable like jeans, shirt, sneakers
Sports: Basketball, Soccer
Hang out: Church, mall, or simply just at home
Subject: English(!), science
Ice cream flavor: mango, cookies and cream
Drink: iced tea
My pick-me-up chocolate: Hershey's(!), Kisses
Cartoon Character: Baby Taz
Motto: True love waits till marriage
Greatest scares: spiders, dogs

KEEP IT SECRET:
Me in 5 words: moody, God-fearing, affectionate, shy, outgoing
I want to be a/an doctor when I grow up.
The 1st item I'll save in the fire: negative of pictures. You can never take back precious memories you have gone through.
What would I be if I were:
a piece of clothing? jeans. They go with everything.
a dessert? mango float. I'm really sweet.
a lipstick shade? a hint of pink. Natural is what I like to be.
Fave time of the day: sunset. It symbolizes the end of the day.
Inside my bag, you'll always find: kikay kit, notebook, I.D., pen
I like reading my horoscope because: it doesn't really come true but it can be your guide throughout the day.
I am a Gemini because: I can be really moody! It's like I have two sides!
Gadget obsessions: T.V.(never get tired of it), IPOD, CP, PC
Best advice I've ever received: Listen to criticism, but never let them discourage you from doing something better.
Sweetest thing anyone did for me: Surprise me in my birthday.

Thanks for reading my autograph!!!

Etiam Ego Amo Te

In time when promises cannot be broken,
because words of love were spoken,
Suddenly fate just gave up on us,
then questions came up for me to be asked.

But everything in this world has to end,
even a single person would'nt pretend,
Even though my love for you was true,
it really has to end for me and you.

Then time passed for a little while,
I know that my feelings won't die,
My eyes still sees you as before,
you're beauty and grace forevermore.

I won't deny I still feel the same,
even deeply I really feel the pain,
but why do I still love you?
Even if I really have to let go.

I may look like a fool to say this,
but it's you I will really miss..
Anyway I will just hide this forever,
Hoping that somehow, someday we will be together.

Don't leave

When I heard you were going to leave, I was shocked...
I trembled...
I wanted to shout...
I don't want to believe...
I wanted to hold you back...
To prevent you from doing so..
I didn't want you to go.
I did not want you to leave.. To vanish from my sight..
But I know you won't forget, even if you’re away from me..

I'll always remember and forevermore keep you,
In my heart for you are not just visions I can easily forget, Neither were you a dream.
To be real or not you are a guest, who comes and goes or a voice that blows, Oftentimes I could remember all our happy days that lingered in my mind..

I promised myself never to weep, never to cry..
Never ever let a tear drop from my eye,
when time comes I'll try to let you go, like a thief in the night.
I have to set you free like a cloud, you'll be and try to be, understand why I have done thee..

Why do people meet and only say goodbye?
And would I say go on..
Go on, don't quit..
I know you are so happy in your chosen way..
And i must say that it must be the grandest life you could ever live..

So carry on, go on with your journey even if it hurts me..
Even if it'll break our hearts if you leave..
Don't give up.. And remember..
I'm always here waiting for your return..

Behind the mask

"Who is that girl I see staring straight back at me? Why is my reflection someone I don't know.."

I loved the song from the day I have heard it play in the movie Mulan. It signifies something really deep. And it made me realize a thing too.
Do I really know myself that well?

People see me as the girl-next-door.
I'm just like your basic average teenager that loves hanging out with friends and also have problems regarding families. I drool over cute guys and idolize my favorite bands and artists. Music plays a big part in my life. Whenever I'm happy or feeling a bit down, soundtrip is one of my options. I also love art. I want to take pictures of everything, write a story, create a poem, tries to draw, craft a scrapbook, design my room, make a handmade gifts for my friends you know the story.

I tend to get moody sometimes.
I'm a dog-lover.
I love to eat and sleep.
I treasure all my loved ones.
I love God, my ever supporting family and my awesome set of friends.
I dreamt of being a social butterfly!
I love to sing!
I wonder how it feels to be in the rain.
I'm afraid of change.
I dont want to be alone.
I want to have cool super powers like- be able to fly!
I love eating chocolates.
I hate players, back-stabbing people, and liars.
I can't leave without my cellphone and pc!
I love the colors green, pink, and lavander.
My fave motto is "True love waits till marriage"
I think Jimmy Neutron is wierd.
I love different knid of shoes!
I love to visit Japan!
I'm afraid of getting hurt.
And the list goes on.

Whew! That is just a rundown bout myself. As a college freshie, a nursing student, I will continue to embark my journey to find more about me.


"When will my reflection show, who am I inside?"

I love my friend!

Once, I swore never to despair and cry, if I'll only ask myself why? Ask myself how nonsensical love could be, If only it'll bother and hurt one's heart truly...

I promised never to utter shrills of weep abound, And at least prevent my heart from crying out loud, But the heart eclipse inside of me of that of a tour, Emotions broke what I just swore before..

Why did I fall for the one who's far to be mine? Why did I allow myself to hope for nothing from time to time? Hurting more is that I've fallen for someone I've never expected, a friend so dear to me, whom I was never neglected...

It hurts to fall for a friend, One whom I'm attached on mutual esteem and aid, I keep on hiding my feelings and sympathy, Avoiding it as much as I can even if I'll feel dreary..

As days pass by I fall deeply for thee, Thoughts of him make me fall even profoundly, There were times when I look at him with fixed eyes wide open, But my mind will suddenly whisper to obstruct "NO! You'll just keep yourself falling!!"